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Dec 3
mystandards:

Great Blog! The article title is “Making mistakes is better than faking perfection”
Read it HERE

Read.

mystandards:

Great Blog! The article title is “Making mistakes is better than faking perfection”

Read it HERE

Read.

Dec 3

I think the saddest thing is to see love fade

jemomma:

Damn.

Truth!!

jemomma:

Damn.

Truth!!

zombiegrapes:

widdershinsgirl:

OMG PRESH LIGHTNING BOLT HEADED PUPPY!!!

I NAME YOU HARRY PUPPER!!!

You’re a husky, Harry

Cutieeeee

(Source: wolf-whisperer)

Made me LOL

Made me LOL

(Source: leilockheart)

https://www.booster.com/riseup?share=251385362918651%3Fshare%3D251385362918651

A shirt for everyone in your xmas list and help the people in need ♥♥

adhdstandard:

Pray for the Philippines.

adhdstandard:

Pray for the Philippines.

(Source: albinajanuzajx)

C’mon kids we can do better than this! $15 may be dinner for you or less than 5 gallons of gas but it’s another day of food, of water or shelter for people in need. Be part of the change, of the future. Be part of the hope and the faith. (Active link in my profile)

C’mon kids we can do better than this! $15 may be dinner for you or less than 5 gallons of gas but it’s another day of food, of water or shelter for people in need. Be part of the change, of the future. Be part of the hope and the faith. (Active link in my profile)

Help Philippines to get up on its feet

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My kuya

Kuya in tagalog (Filipino language) means “older brother”. I was blessed to have one and right when I was starting to get to know him,  God decided he needed to rest. Maybe he was really tired, exhausted. I never really understood but letting him go wasn’t hard because I was 7 and he was only around for a couple of months since my mom brought him and my sister to the States to live.
But all these years, I can’t shake the feeling of something missing. I know he’s there watching over us. I know that whenever I want to give up he tells God to give me more strength and whenever I feel bitterness inside, he’ll ask God to remind me that it’s better to just pray and let go. I miss him terribly and I hope that he is having a blast up in heaveb partying it up with the rest of the angels cus today is his day. Today it’s his birthday. Happy birthday kuya. We all miss you and thank you for looking after me, after us. Thanks for that one memory that I will always tell everyone :) I love you

And then she fell apart again :(

so l haven’t been back to working out since Thursday and it is making me really sad =( but i guess l can’t be hard on myself since I’ve been doing real good with this fitness trip. l haven’t had chocolate ever since I started except for the topping on my ice cream earlier and that’s a big deal. Also, I haven’t had any type of soda or juice because l actually learned that it’s better to just eat the fruit than drink the juice because it contains more sugar which does makes sense. so water only for this girl. next week I do the gallon a day challenge.

Nov 7

Workout at home

Day 4. I didnt want to go to the gym today cus my neck has been hurting since yesterday and I didnt want to waste my gas going to the gym then just going jome after 30 mins. So today I went on youtube and worked out with blogilates :) she sure kicked my bootayyy

Nov 6

Whats your motivation?

Day 3. This cold breeze is making me sooooo lazy right now but I know I have to go to the gym. I know I shouldn’t break my streak. I need extra motivation!

Nov 5

And she decided to go back…

So i figured, as a part of my fitness journey, I should keep a journal. I would’ve preferred a piece of paper and a pen but this is just easier to carry.

Day 1 was yesterday. I was complaining to dean, the boyfriend, how I cant go to the gym by myself and how I keep starting over again and again and im tired of it. Basically, he told me that I need to find something to motivate me and that was it. I was my motivation. I hate hearing myself quit. I hate having to listen to me whine so yesterday was a big test for me. I went in with my usual day, woke up at 5 to go to work at 630 only to realize that my boss decided to move me to a different nursing station, and then have me stay the whole 12 hours instead of going home after 8 hours of working. I decided to bring my workout clothes with me to work so I didnt have to go home and be tempted to lounge around. Took my pre workout and went straight to the gym… elliptical for 45 mins! Not too shabby :)

Day 2 was today easier than yesterday since I didnt have to wake up as early and worked out earlier today. Cardio for 45 mins again but harder today than yesterday since my legs are still a little sore.

I guess tomorrow again. I just gotta get pass this 1 month bump then hopefully it’ll become a habit

Why

Ive been questioning my career choice recently.  When I decided I wanted to be a nurse I imagined my life different from what the reality is and it’s been hard for me but not today. One of my patients asked me why am I so happy? In reality, I’m actually not. I’m tired and I’m beat from homeworks and working 12 hours my body is telling me to slow down but I figured, if I’m using energy, I might as well use it in a positive way.. so that’s what I told him. I think to be a nurse,  you really have to love what you do because these patients well being is your responsibility.  Nothing compares with feeling of making someone well enough to go home or even making the transition from home to hospital as easy as possible. It breaks my heart how there are people out there who stains the my profession. Seriously, if it’s an easy job, everyone would do it. To be a nurse means to have a heart big enough not to only love yourself and your loved ones but strangers. To be a nurse your patience must be higher not only to the ceiling but beyond.

So for future nurses, I hope that you guys are really serious about your career choice because it’s not easy to be a nurse but it sure is very rewarding